::::::::::::::::::::::DRAGON'S BREATH ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

'It might be our last day', they mockingly say,not believing the words they were just so quick to say.That left a terrible picture in my pessimistic head.They laugh with joy as the dragons smoke deteriorates my lungs leaving me speechless,yet undead.I grin as the black night turns red,as they look into my eyes deteriorating not their lungs,but their spirits inside.So much unexplainable love overflows from the God given fountain,that they come to drink so frequently out of.It never stops flowing,I must keep those smiles going,its my dream that Im now finally living.So drink and be merry, and go on in glee,get drunk off of the love Im terrifyingly giving.The music from the mysterious pitremind me of the clock that ticksthis time away,and yet at the same time the clock wont stop reminding methat the music and this time of adolescence is still playing my way.Maybe if I take just a little sip of that poisonIll be better kept,maybe if I took a little puff of that acid Ill forgetall those days I regretfully wept. Im only kidding,I wouldnt be caught in such acts,but that doesnt mean my mind didnt stop to think ofthe possibilities and deceiving power in such habits as that.Where has this innocent world of ours gone?I wonder if the spiritual battle of ours will be won?Though those bags below your beautiful eyessink a little lower,and though your feelings progress just that much slower,my mothers lullaby now sings me to peaceful sleep,with even more hope then ever of this war not ending in defeat.I go on now with the smile in my eyes reaching its peak,even though I look at your imperfectness for the first time clearly.Now that is a miracle from above,against all odds,Im happy with an even better chance at love

Now there is nothing to hide

mermaid and rebel are going to fight

now there wont be the obnoxious feeling of surving

but they will be living

I know she love me

same way,the way

the mountain love the misty clouds

where the sun tries to come in between

but the love is so pure and clean

the same way you love your loved

ones in your dreams

where you will do anything

bcoz thats your world

"I love you"is the word

thats keep them alive

love had made a simple guy

into a martyr

with so much of ecstatic eternal energy

running down in the veins

and love is all over you

from your heart to brain

just think and hear the bell

and see them together

one the god's angel

and the Lucifer's son

and this time there wont be a run

the best from both the world
mermaid from heaven
and Lucifer's hell

yes,there was something wrong
but feel good,when I see her strong
there won't be anymore cries
it will be either
"we live or he dies"

but why should we die
they are together to fly
tell me why? always the god people suffer's
why not others
yes,I am not talking about me
God! he is not in my wildest dream

Hey God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
don't give me that sterns expressions
I know how to get my salvation
you and me dont have any connection
tell me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what's your desperation
its my agitation
why you want me in your space
you know na nah....................
I dont like your face

The final declaration
why you want everybody down on your leg
why you want them to beg
I think about you and only one thing
I can do is Laugh
In my mind there is only one sentence
It's feel like you also "DOUBT"
Your own "EXISTENCE"

/;/;/;/;/;/;/;/;/;/..........." Pure Darkness"............/;/;/;/;/;/;/;/;/;/

My pain is something you can not see,
it is all I see from inside of me,
my horrors are behind my eyes,
as you all want me to die.

I see things people aren't meant to see,
run away and flee,
I don't blame you for doing this,
and blood flows from my wrist.

People think I a total freak,
and pains are at their peak,
I stand in this world,
alone in an everlasting twirl.

Alone standing in the rain,
as you look into my eyes and see my pain,
you don't nothing just tear me apart,
just like my heart.

No one helps me in this place,
as you look at my pale face,
mangled and torn,
my darkness is born.

As you see the dark sky,
and soon to say good bye,
say hello to my fate,
as I am locked behind black metal gates.

With all my pain next to me,
why can't you all see,
shed some light,
it might help me fight.

The darkness surrounding my soul,
as you see a skull pole.
Welcome to my end,
and let my heart to be mend.

Let me be free,
just let me,
I want to be out of the mud,
and no more blood.

********** GOD--------VS--------LUCIFER************

its under construction i am just collecting the pics

******* Controversial _______Maniac***********

"Controversies"
why its me,who have to see
even i wants to be free
Ok! Tell me what you want me to be

All my childhood I have seen violence
still I always kept my silence,
surrounded by "Maniac"
How you want me to Act?
why you made me like this,
There was a time I belive in your presence
but after all that shit,I started questioning your existence,
now I dont agree
so you called me a "Nazi"

What's my education
I am a boy in transformation
becoming a "rebel" and
waiting for my "revolution"

God! bless my mother and grandmother
give all the pain to me,
not to other...
I remember the first time I was beaten by my Father
It was not my fault ,
but noone bother.........

I was born and brought up by anger and rage
always felt like I am in a "Cage"
my parents never understand me
so they dont know how to raise me ????????.......................
and thats why they labelled me as a "Crazy"
there was lot of thing that I lack......
and I always feel someone is on my back
and why the "FUCK" I should justify!!!!!!!!!
May be thats why
they called me a "Maniac"
and I lost the track

This is the 21st century,full of fury..
There are lot of people like me
there are lot of thing we like to see,
even "Maniac" like me, want "peace"!!!!!!!!!!!
Have you guys ever look in our face
this fucking world is going in a diffrent pace
there will be a day,when there will not be
a single human trace......

Come sit and talk to me
all Maniac came and see
Now I am sitting alone with a glittering knife
just thinking of taking my life
But wait!!!!!!!
why should i do that?????????
its not my fault,thats a fact

So, I am thinking whta to do
because its not me,then its must be "you"
You know how much I loved you
You ripped me to my bone marrow
and I am a "maniac" not a "Pharaoh"

I am disciple of "Lucifer"
No,he is not a Devil
He is the angel who fell
to become the ruler of "Hell"
He is the one who is fallen from heaven
and He is the "son of Dawn"
and he haven't done anything wrong
the name "Lucifer"
are made of two words
"Lux" and "Ferre"
means "light" and "to bear"
So it means bearer of the light
So he pay more attention in the night

People ignored me I dont like it
and none listens to me,
Now I dont tries to find it
I dont go back home,
It dont mean shit
Its feel like yesterday,
Whenever I think of that
So,What I am?????????
Whats the "Fact"!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes,I belive all you will say
is a "CONTROVERSIAL MANIAC"

and the controversy still continues !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rebel........Mermaid

She called him Rebel...Rebel, a guy of radical thoughts,

A simple boy with innocent heartbut this world torn him apart....

He always felt he is in a cell,living in this world HYPOCRATICAL world..

Believe me, it’s not better than "Hell"

He lives in seductive nights......and sleep in lightning days....

"Vampire" yes this is the word,what people say.

He loves the sensual light of night,and hate the rays of sun that he throws in days...

He called her mermaid....

He finds melancholy in her,

Shiva and Prophet in her

She can see the Carpenter,

She dances with the Krishna.

She said she is the missed breath of mine

I believe she is the radical bend inside ,

She wants to be the burial ground of my fears

I believe she is the only one with whom I can share my tears.

One day they meet,

She loves "God" and he likes "Lucifer"

She is melancholy of night...

She is the innocence of a young girl,

sitting in the fear of the one who comes at night

And he is fascinated by death

he is people of the dark,notorious and innocent by heart envied are we,

who were here from the startChaos, blood and misery is his mark

A meeting of love
Far away from the din
As the eyes see each other

And they see no sin...

This my tribute to my Dad,i know he loves me,I am really very sorry Dad.

If we understand these lines I belive our life will be so simple;

“If someone doesn’t love us the way we want to,

Doesn’t mean that they haven’t loved us with all they have got”

And I felt that yesterday,when my mom told me that my dadWas upset because of me I was feeling so guilty.These emotions are so complex.

I wrote these lines and this is my way of saying sorry Dad……..

I am really very sorry Dad
My actions make you sad;
I understand that,
But this fucking life never gave me what I had.
I know sometime the monster
Comes out that inside of me;

I don’t want that,
But noone belive me.
Honestly I love you
That all I want you to knew;
It is your shadows under which I grew,
I know I am stupid and idiot.
However I don’t want you to cry
That will be the thing I will never try;
I am really very sorry Dad,
Because of me you are sad.
I love you and now you smile
And for that I will go any mile;
I am really very sorry dad,
I know you are the only thing I had.
Now I promise
I will be wise;
The way you want me to be.
Remember ,when I was kid,
You used to get angry on me
When I used to do something wrong.
Still remember that time………..
Those are the memories that only mine.
All I want you to trust……
I wont give up,
I will make you proud.
There will be a day;
When you will stand up and say.
That’s my son………that’s my son;
I am really very sorry Dad,
I promise wont make you sad…………..