Tuesday, August 7, 2007


A Date With Death
Inside the old church,
You lit a smoke and sipped your flask.
"Have You Ever Died?"
With dead-serious eyes, you asked,
With a little laugh
To make it like you were joking.
Yeah, you were breath-taking;
You left me Gasping and Choking.

This cemetery Gets a little warmer at night.
You, me, and bottles Of Bourbon and Formaldehyde;
The mix was toxic.
You were Blurry,I was Confused
And drunk on all the lies
You tried to make sound like the truth.

We're in a Sandbox.
You're giving off Good Vibrations,
The kind that rock worlds,
Tear through schools and police stations,
and fire houses, Hospitals and the happy homes
Of neutered house-trained dogs
With backyards full of buried bones.

On a Date with Death,
And I've never felt so alive.
Her crooked smile
Makes my heart burn up my insides.
he is hot as Hell,
With horns and a lovely forked tongue
he's a devil, And he's as Evil as they come

On a Date with Death,
Painting the town blood-red for laughs.
"Have You Ever Died?"
he knew the truth before i asked


She wants to be loved
She wants to be cared for
She wants a friend
who wont judge her

She wants to be pretty
She wants to be smart
She wants a boy
who would love and respect her
for who she is

She was so strong yet sensitive
She was so perfect yet flawed
She was so happy yet sad
She laughed yet
she cried inside
She had friends yet she was alone

Monday, August 6, 2007





its raining today
feel like going for a walk
want to feel the rain touching me and her
the cold breeze,the falling leaves
we hold our hands and start walking
the water running down and getting collected between our fingers
giving birth to a new one
wet clothes becoming our skin and the warm breath of ours
i look into her eyes and she gaze deep into mine
she moves her hand on my face
her tender fingers,squezzing my lips
my tongue slurping the rain water from her fingers.
I ask do you know what i beleive?????????
she gives me an innocent look and say no....
I say babes you are my EVE
she wraps herself around me and now there is nothing in between
the lights are turning into nights
its pitch dark and both are feeling each other
and all of a sudden there is a thunder strike
our eyes meet and what i see is the wilderness in her eyes
and the mouth wide open, hands pulling me closer to herself
she's tryingg to take me in
her hands careses my skin and chiver run down my spine
feel like sitting on a electric chair
going to be dead but the moment feel like
living in more than thousands years
she hold my hand and dragged me inside
our heaven,our house and then the
drapes fall and with its our covers
there she is in front of me or I am in front of her
she is like a warrior princess athena
with sensuality like venus
she comes close to me
pouring herself on me
I hold her,brace her back
she started gasping for breath
i lay her down,exerting my preasure on her
and feel the feature on my fingers
i embrace her beauty
she pulls me closer with her arms and
I lean over her and she supports me with her love
now she rocks back and forth.
she slows down,her hands getting burried inside my flesh

Sunday, July 29, 2007

A place in Heaven for the Fallen


The night embraced the sleepy city yet again,The moon shines silvery upon this world of men.He kneeled before the cross of God – prayingFor his disease to go away, but he was not complaining.His fever was up high and he had hallucinationsAll the shadows in the room seemed like devilish temptationsAnd the air was harder to breathe, his heart was racing,But he was heroically fighting with the sickness he was facing.The wind was blowing cold putting out the shimmer candle lightAs a mistress’s silhouette walked in his room making him fright.“Who are you?” he said – his voice trembling with insecurity,But the woman didn’t answer mesmerized by his untouched purity.

Suddenly the room went cold and he felt shivers down his spine“I have come to release you from your pain and make you mine”The mistress now replied and within a second she was standing by his bed“Go away! Leave me alone!” was all that he could have said.
She paid no attention to his words and she got closer to his face“Have trust in me, my dear, and let us share eternity’s grace”And she gently kissed his neck searching cautiously for a veinTo push her fangs within it quickly so there’ll be no pain.
Before he knew what was going on his heart had stopped beating,She turned him into her kind and prepared him for fleeting Away from that place where sickness seemed at home –He was now in the arms of the undead thrown…
Many days had passed since his sudden transformationHe was now unwillingly darkness’s creation.He did not want to live forever in the gloomy nightAnd his mistress’s presence was not wanted in his sight.
Feeding with the blood of the humans that were once his kindWas something outrageous that could not be assimilated by his mind,From the start, he did not want to be part of this so called life;This was not as the woman had planned – she was now in strife.
One night he ran away finding shelter underneath a tree“I do not wish to be undead – this is not the real me!God where are you? Please release me from all of this And may that fiendish woman burn in Hell along with her mortal kiss!”
His body was weak for he didn’t feed since he was madeAs he hoped that hunger will help him faster to fadeAnd when he felt like he was left alone, abandoned by allExquisite white angels surrounded him for they heard his desperate call.
Their faces bared no signs of hate; their eyes were filled with loveAmidst doves and divine rays of the purest light sent from above.“Come, child, don’t be afraid! Father sent us to bring you in our paradise”“But I am a fallen one…” he said with crimson tears in his eyes.
“You did not cope with the creature in which you were transformed,You still strived to be human and you wanted your heart adornedWith the purity that you still keep buried deep inside your coreAnd so you are now as welcomed to our Heaven as you were before.”
He remained astonished by the angel’s words and soHe got up from the muddy ground and felt ready to go.The angles took him in their arms and they rose in God’s empireWhere darkness never reigns and peace burns bright like fire.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

****************Hypnotic Eyes*************************




Her eyes are so hypnotic carefully plotting what she'll do caught in this web of love ...

not sure what to do next"you always want what you cant have," they say

she laughs at their ignorance

she'll do what she has to do

she wont get hurt again

ready to accept finite disappointment

No more sobbing or cryingshe'll stand strong
wont let people know what's inside
keeping a stiff upper lip...

and find it damn hard to smile

CORPSE


Preying into the night for withered bodies of deaths grace,Stalking into the darkness the strong scent of burning flesh,While watching upon the rivers of bleak mis fortunate souls,Are sinners of catastrophe waiting for a scarlet fire to burn?As the smoke rises into the sky, people watch with concern,For these animals seek food, food which they so badly yearnAs they crouch silently beneath tree branches of whispers,Shadows begin to emerge while they run into dark rivers.Like tigers hunting prey, they drag their food from murkey waters,Onto the shores as they begin to unravel bodies like starving beasts,Cries delude the night while these eager animals feast,Fighting over bones while ripping apart the human chests,As the porcelain moon of a bright glow begins to suddenly rise,Unexpectedly across merciful skies. They flee into the jungle;howling vicious like wolfs into the darkened night of lost hope,Hidden in the mist until these cannibals faces are revealed again.

Friday, July 20, 2007

::::::::::::::::::::::::::DEATH:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::



"Death!!!"
It will be with you every breath,till your last breath"
the most natural thing for man,the breed we known as a "homo.sapiens" is Death.As we know it inevitable.It has to come and it will come.As a physical fact,death is easily understood.It is departure of the life force from the body.What has animated a handful of earth as it were,is gone.What is left is dross.Is that the end of "MAN"





What is man? How did he come to be. Who created him and

Who is the"CREATOR".

What should be the relationship between him and his "CREATOR".

Animal do not ask these question question;

Man the thinking animal,does. Man is not satisfied with loving without knowing.

As said by "Brahma"
" Naham manye suvediti no na vediti vedacha" means
I think i not that i know him well, or that i know him,or even that i know him not.


"What the most wonderful fact in the world" asked by the "YAKSHA"
'O yaksha', "We see our fellow beings dying around us every moment and yet the living think they never will die.That, surely,is the most wonderful fact of all!"
Said by "YUDHISHITIRA".


Death holds terror to many,for variety of reasons;facing death come hardest for those who linger in bed but for it is unknown cause for anxiety and misery. I want to know the answer,instead of wondering why?The only thing that is true in this world is death,for some its the "beginning" and for some "its the end" its a topic that is being debated from the beginning and it will go on till eternity;;;;;;;



The chasm of death only obstructs our view.Our sorrow due to our foolish refusal to see and believe that what comes next is self existent,unborn and not subject to change death and decay.Life is like a manuscript,one can search for missing pages. Who am i? From where i have come and what the purpose of life? You are here because you were somewhere else.You move from the known to the unknown,from visible to invisible and from the seen to the unseen. No human being can live without doing karma but when he performs the "Karmas" he has to reap the fruits.If we learn to reduce all our desires to a point zero,all our motivations will be over and there will be no karma.There will be no Bondage and the human being will not be in a bonds for the fruits of his 'Karma'.Attachments seems to be the mother of all miseries.
"The wise one" said YAMA,"Is neither born,nor does he die.He is unborn,constant,eternal,primeval".
Why "GOD",if there is a "GOD",in His infinite grace does not spare the soul its endless birth and the deaths and gives it peace is not, again, explained in any meaningful way . Why having created a soul, should "GOD" turn it over to a treadmill-like future? Why should "GOD" create man and then endow him with senses and tell him not in the "Gratification of the senses, but in his disciplining them,lies Salvation."



For action without detachment has its inevitable effects.This is the law of karma. According to the principle of Karma,there is nothing uncertain or capricious in the moral world. We reap what we sow. Action and reaction are equal and opposite which is the same as the second law of dynamics. In that sense,every little action-any action-has its effect. When does that effect, reaction, as it were , cease to operate? With death?

There cannot be any carryover for the simple reason that there is no future life. But if there is future life, if the soul is indeed reborn, if the chain of life-death-life continues without end, then it is possible to assert that whatever we do in our present life will have its natural and inevitable repercussion in a later life and that the only way in which to stay the reaction is to reduce the chances of reaction to zero.

and the debate stiillllllllll goes on...........................

"Life is ecstasy and Death is eternity"