Thursday, November 22, 2007

God vs lucifer


What is god
For me he is very odd
,People worship him,he likes to get praise
He lives in the city of magic
Which fly on lonely clouds
xAnd we call it heaven.

He love when we say his name
He like his fame,
What you want from me
Wanted me to be tame
No, It wont happen,I am better dead.

Here comes the cute demon
You called him "Lucifer",
But he is the one I prefer
He is the person who rang the bell in hell

He is the one who walks in the night
Just waiting for the moment that will be right,
Teeth sharp and yellow,eyes glowing red
This is not the monster found under your bed.

He is fighting with god,plotting you know
And someday he will take away his soul
,He feeds on our fear,drinks in our tears
There will be a day
When he will be the only thing we hear

Pain,rage and anger invites him
Death and corpse gives him control
Soon dark and dead will be your soul

You ask what is he and who he wants
He is every memory of god that will haunt,
Those broken,scared,alone and bruised
He's the unheard voice of all those abused.

Its you who let god to rule
That all I can see,
He is the one who fills the world
With his incurable disease.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Writer


Pieces of my soul
,Scattered on this sheet,
Moments where I faltered,
I felt incomplete.

Sometimes I wrote in happiness,
But pain, it flowed with ease,
No depths I could not reach,
When writing on my knees.

In days of old I'd run to write,
Expel the hurt I had,
Turn it into something more,
Writing out the bad.

It could be raw and very dark,
Fear was often there,
Tears running, minds were racing,
Blooms of deep despair.

Youth went by, life did change,
Love had found its way,
Breaking through this wall I built,
Hiding every day.

I came to find the words inside,
To express each facet of being,
My passion became something more,
Than something that was freeing.

It became me, held back nothing,
Emotions free to flow,
It helped me understand the things,
I never did quite know.

It helped me find a voice to speak,
Reach those held in wanting,
Voice my spirit to my peers,
In a way that was not daunting.

Now I sit and write today,
For nothing more than joy,
This call I hear deep inside,
That nothing can destroy

For even if you read my words,
And find nothing that you need,
I bared my soul and all I hold,
For more than you to read.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Together

When it comes to relationships, tragedies, or just a simple day.

I always wonder who's behind it so it ends that way.

Is it me or something else that gets to pick and choose?

Or is already written in stone whether I win or lose?

Some say fate is that one force which gets to decide.

Others say it is yourself in which you must confide.

Combination of the two is truly what I believe.

Because in the end it always takes two to conceive.

So don't you go and put all your pennies in one jar.

Because if you do then you truly cannot go far.

Bring them both together and trust them entirely.

It is always both together believe and you will see

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

strength


Strength is recognizing that you need help


And asking for it


Strength is when no matter how hopeless the battle looks


You will never forfeit




Strength is letting down your guard


And taking a chance


Strength is asking the one person you secretly admire


To just one dance




Strength is going on


Even when you don't have the will


Strength is going to the extreme


Not just for the thrill




Strength is doing what's right


No matter what it will cost


Strength is asking for help


When you are completely and utterly lost




Strength is letting people get close


And giving them the ability to hurt you


Strength is not just saying what people want to hear


But saying what is true




Strength is never giving up


No matter how hopeless things seem


Strength is making reality out of


Your every hope and dream




Strength is being able to let go


And finally say goodbye


Strength is recognizing


That it's always okay to cry




Strength is being able to laugh


In the face of fear


Strength is going down the path you're on


No matter how drear




Strength is recognizing


When you need to let the one you love go


Strength is letting


Your true feelings show




Strength is being able to move on


And learn from your mistakes


Strength is being true to yourself


Even when everyone else are fakes




Strength is finally letting


The one that you love know


Strength is recognizing your mistakes


And using them to grow




Strength is scaling every mountain


No matter how high


Strength is freeing your soul


And letting your spirit fly




Strength is the ability to forgive


No matter what the crime


Strength is forgiving and forgetting


All of the time




Strength is in not following the crowd


But embarking on your own


Strength is knowing that you're never perfect


But merely partly grown




Strength is never giving up


Even when all odds are against you


Strength is always finding the time


To do what you've got to do




Strength is sticking up for


The person everyone picks on


Strength is always looking at the pro


And never at the con




Strength is knowing who you are


And who you want to beS


trength is found in everyone


In you . . . in her . . . in me.

Sunday, September 30, 2007


If you wake up one morning

and they tell you I'm dead

don't look around in shock

you knew i was fcked in the head


if they tell you

i cut to deep this time

don't wonder how i could

it's not a crime


if they Tell you

my blood stained the floor

don't lock yourself up

slamming the door


if mum breaks down

if she starts to cry

don't join in her sadness

it was my choice to die


if mum tells you she love's me

and if you say it too

think before you do

now that my life is through


if mum asks for your help

there is a funeral to attend

for a broken boy who's life

you couldn't mend


if mum says she wants red roses

of the fcking white one

tell her i want black roses

and to be buried with a gun


if she wants to dress me up

in the white dress she bought

get my used top and denim

in white i wont be caught


if she cries at the alter

help her to her seat

her heart is now broken

will she ever find her feet


if they sing the fcking church songs

that never made sense to me

go get skillet, or my chemical romance

the real me they will all see


if they go on and on

about everything i used to be

tell em to get fcked

cause they never knew me


if they ask why i have scars

tell em i couldn't cope

let em know there is almost 200

cause i ran out of hope


if you dream of me

of what i did that night

don't worry you'll never know

cause you wont get it right


if you think about my death

you cut the fck out of yourself

you lock yourself

upit's not good for your health


if you wonder what went through my mind

as the blade went across

it was all of you my angel

and all of the loss


if you think you could have saved me

stopped me before i went to far

helped me on my feet

caught a falling star


if you say you still love me
ars to your eyes
remember I'm still in your ear

and that will stop your cries

know i love you too

and I'll always be in your heart

I'll always be with you


if one day you remember my face

and it brings tears

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Lucifer's song







Seductive melody is invoking,calling out for dance




bloody moon's the ruler of the night




Stars cherish, like reminders on darkened scars




left to testify above the horrid minds.






Sanguinary angels forgotten, now they fade




the demons are whispering chaotic prayers,




darkened flames of the emotions cremate every thought




as entwined liquid stars sing Lucifer's song.






Fallen Gods lustfully raging afore Creators dagger




the symbol of Lucifer's victory, the descant of blackness;




broken Sun slowly dieing while eternity bleeds




the dreams of lost shouts on the world are descend.

“Come one, come all, if you dare! Enter this house of unimaginable fear. Come inside and behold the horror! Your hidden evils revealed through the mirror…”

Three little children, not a single taint. Innocent little dears, blind to their fate. One is tall, one is short, the third is-odd of a sort. One is happy, one is sad, one never showed emotions as a lad.

The evil clown entices them in, “come inside this haunted den. Inside you’ll find only what’s hidden, deep in your soul, from others forbidden.”

Three little children, not a single taint. Innocent little dears, blind to their fate. Two are boys, one is female. She likes movies, music, and sea shells. She’s always looked up to both of her brothers-well that goes without saying because obviously they’re taller.

“Are you ready to enter this den of death? You’ll perish for sure, like all of the rest. Go in and find the path, it’ll lead you to be found,” tempted the ghoulish sadistic evil looking clown.

Three little children, not a single taint. Innocent little dears, blind to their fate. They go into the place of evil intent, to find the center which the clown hath sent. Walking silently, drowning in fear, they finally discover the center…and the mirror.

“Look inside it, and be consumed. It will surely reveal your perishing doom.” Echoed the words of the evil clown, nothing else was heard-not a single sound.

Three little children, not a single taint. Innocent little dears, blind to their fate. The oldest child sadly depressed in his heart, looked into the mirror first, and screamed with a start. The middle child next, looked into the mirror; he gave no reaction, not a glimpse of fear. The youngest stepped up, but quickly looked away, the nightmare she saw-she never would say.

The evil clown lets out a hideous chuckle, and begins to stretch and crack his knuckles. “My job is done, I know they had fun. One decides to shoot himself with a gun. One starts to party and break all the rules; he drowns himself one night while out on a cruise. The little one…her fate is unclear! Could she be the one I saw in the mirror?”

One little girl, who accepts her fate. Slaughters the clown with all of her hate. Because her brothers had seen their deaths, it ultimately led them to fulfill their quests. Perhaps not knowing how life ends is what keeps it going for all of her friends. No more deaths would this clown reveal. She killed him that night and destroyed the mirror.