Rebel........Mermaid

She called him Rebel...Rebel, a guy of radical thoughts,

A simple boy with innocent heartbut this world torn him apart....

He always felt he is in a cell,living in this world HYPOCRATICAL world..

Believe me, it’s not better than "Hell"

He lives in seductive nights......and sleep in lightning days....

"Vampire" yes this is the word,what people say.

He loves the sensual light of night,and hate the rays of sun that he throws in days...

He called her mermaid....

He finds melancholy in her,

Shiva and Prophet in her

She can see the Carpenter,

She dances with the Krishna.

She said she is the missed breath of mine

I believe she is the radical bend inside ,

She wants to be the burial ground of my fears

I believe she is the only one with whom I can share my tears.

One day they meet,

She loves "God" and he likes "Lucifer"

She is melancholy of night...

She is the innocence of a young girl,

sitting in the fear of the one who comes at night

And he is fascinated by death

he is people of the dark,notorious and innocent by heart envied are we,

who were here from the startChaos, blood and misery is his mark

A meeting of love
Far away from the din
As the eyes see each other

And they see no sin...

This my tribute to my Dad,i know he loves me,I am really very sorry Dad.

If we understand these lines I belive our life will be so simple;

“If someone doesn’t love us the way we want to,

Doesn’t mean that they haven’t loved us with all they have got”

And I felt that yesterday,when my mom told me that my dadWas upset because of me I was feeling so guilty.These emotions are so complex.

I wrote these lines and this is my way of saying sorry Dad……..

I am really very sorry Dad
My actions make you sad;
I understand that,
But this fucking life never gave me what I had.
I know sometime the monster
Comes out that inside of me;

I don’t want that,
But noone belive me.
Honestly I love you
That all I want you to knew;
It is your shadows under which I grew,
I know I am stupid and idiot.
However I don’t want you to cry
That will be the thing I will never try;
I am really very sorry Dad,
Because of me you are sad.
I love you and now you smile
And for that I will go any mile;
I am really very sorry dad,
I know you are the only thing I had.
Now I promise
I will be wise;
The way you want me to be.
Remember ,when I was kid,
You used to get angry on me
When I used to do something wrong.
Still remember that time………..
Those are the memories that only mine.
All I want you to trust……
I wont give up,
I will make you proud.
There will be a day;
When you will stand up and say.
That’s my son………that’s my son;
I am really very sorry Dad,
I promise wont make you sad…………..

Seduction................"hope the one will be always in mood.............and hope that i dont have to wait for too long.....but yes i can wait"

Rain falls in sheets
from the dark gray clouds
leaden with moisture
ready to fall to the groaned.

The wind is howling
as it pushes the rain
toward a small house.
Full of sweet love.

Lightning flashes outside.
Lighting up the dark room
but the two lovers don't notice.
There to wrapped up in each other.

He kisses her gently
wrapping his arms around her.
Gradually taking the kiss deeper
as he runs his hand down her body.

The explore each others bodies
slowly, gently so that
flashes of sensations
temporally block all else out.

The atmosphere is electric.
You could feel it everywhere
and the air has grown thick
with love and passion.

While the storm rages on
just out side there window.
One just as strong screams
to be set free to grow.

Why should i stay?

Why should I stay alive when there is nothing to live for? Why should I breathe when there is no air to breathe? Why should I cry? Why should I laugh? Why should I forgive? Why should I forgive when no-one deserves it? I sit in my room thinking, dreaming, wanting to know why should I stay alive. Finding the meaning why. Every-time I here your voice, every time I feel your touch my body shivers with Chiles. it was you who made my life miserable. It was you who made me forget myself, my childhood. Who made me lose my life. I could never become something or someone special. I could never be strong enough to face up to myself; I wish I could be strong enough to face my fear, the fear of standing up to you. The fear of wanting to feel life. The fear of loving you. why should I stay alive when there is nothing to live for? Why should I breath when there is no air? Why should I cry? All these questions lead to you. should I live? Do you have the courage to look me into the eyes and tell me the truth? My love if you can, then why dont you?

This is only the beggining

We walk around trying to figure out why we're here.What's our purpose on this Earth?But why?We make fun of people.But why?Is it because their less fortunate than us.Or maybe we think we're just so much better than them.Or is there some level of greatness that they can't live up to.But why?There's so much anger is this world.But why?We walk around wishing we could change the past.But why?You caused it in the first place.If it wasn't for your stupid actions then it never would've happened.But maybe I'm wrong.I don't know.Besides I'm just one person.I can't do anything.I ain't nobody.But I just want to know.I just want to understand.I want to make everything better.How can you stand it?Oh well,I guess I'll never know...

without you

I don't want to fight when things go wrong I don't want to feel I don't belong Just wrap me in your arms, tight embrace Gently wipe the tears from my face When we fight Like we did last night It puts things into view I don't want to live without you Gently brush your lips against mine Make me leave the past behind Take my hand inside your hand And help me to understand I don't want to fight when things go wrong I don't want to feel I don't belong Just wrap me in your arms, tight embrace Gently wipe the tears from my face I would rather the heavens take me Than for you to forsake me Blowing my smoke to the clear blue sky I would pray the Lord let me die We have been together for so long That without you I could not go on I love you more now than I did then And if I had to I would do it all again I don't want to fight when things go wrong I don't want to feel I don't belong Just wrap me in your arms, tight embrace Gently wipe the tears from my face

Prisoner of my own love

I'm a prisoner of war. Prisoner of my own love. To my heart I swore. I have an angel watching above. Whispering within the air, Where I thought I heard no sound. To this day I swear, By white wings I was found. The eyes they had stole, Tell me I am wrong. I feel angels touch my soul, "Don't worry, it wont be long." This heart had collided, Into a concrete wall. No battle is ever one sided. These angels wont let me fall. I thought the world was empty. That no angels lived in this place. Suddenly they showed me, When I looked up at your face. I'm a prisoner of war. Prisoner of my own love. To my heart I swore. I have an angel watching above.