Friday, June 29, 2007

Rebel........Mermaid


She called him Rebel...Rebel, a guy of radical thoughts,

A simple boy with innocent heartbut this world torn him apart....

He always felt he is in a cell,living in this world HYPOCRATICAL world..

Believe me, it’s not better than "Hell"


He lives in seductive nights......and sleep in lightning days....

"Vampire" yes this is the word,what people say.

He loves the sensual light of night,and hate the rays of sun that he throws in days...


He called her mermaid....

He finds melancholy in her,

Shiva and Prophet in her

She can see the Carpenter,

She dances with the Krishna.


She said she is the missed breath of mine
I believe she is the radical bend inside ,

She wants to be the burial ground of my fears

I believe she is the only one with whom I can share my tears.


One day they meet,


She loves "God" and he likes "Lucifer"

She is melancholy of night...

She is the innocence of a young girl,

sitting in the fear of the one who comes at night


And he is fascinated by death

he is people of the dark,notorious and innocent by heart envied are we,

who were here from the startChaos, blood and misery is his mark

A meeting of love
Far away from the din
As the eyes see each other

And they see no sin...

Friday, June 8, 2007

This my tribute to my Dad,i know he loves me,I am really very sorry Dad.


If we understand these lines I belive our life will be so simple;

“If someone doesn’t love us the way we want to,

Doesn’t mean that they haven’t loved us with all they have got”

And I felt that yesterday,when my mom told me that my dadWas upset because of me I was feeling so guilty.These emotions are so complex.

I wrote these lines and this is my way of saying sorry Dad……..

I am really very sorry Dad
My actions make you sad;
I understand that,
But this fucking life never gave me what I had.
I know sometime the monster
Comes out that inside of me;

I don’t want that,
But noone belive me.
Honestly I love you
That all I want you to knew;
It is your shadows under which I grew,
I know I am stupid and idiot.
However I don’t want you to cry
That will be the thing I will never try;
I am really very sorry Dad,
Because of me you are sad.
I love you and now you smile
And for that I will go any mile;
I am really very sorry dad,
I know you are the only thing I had.
Now I promise
I will be wise;
The way you want me to be.
Remember ,when I was kid,
You used to get angry on me
When I used to do something wrong.
Still remember that time………..
Those are the memories that only mine.
All I want you to trust……
I wont give up,
I will make you proud.
There will be a day;
When you will stand up and say.
That’s my son………that’s my son;
I am really very sorry Dad,
I promise wont make you sad…………..