The sadness brings the clouds down low

and raindrops to the sky

the darkness streaks the start of night

and tears fallen from their eyes.

The hardwood coffin bears my name

and date of death so told

Inside's my broken body

Dead and chilled with cold

I'm carried down to earthy grave

Upon the shoulders of my friends

The blood still seeping through the cracks

As they walk another bend

Lower me into the ground

The thud of clay to wood

My shaking hands scratched off my skin

I'd call out if I could

My breath is shallow and hard pressed

Soon I'll be out of air

The poison paralysed my heart

Don't do this, it's not fair

Above ground flowers on my grave

They're dead and without love

My headstone's a small angel

Choking the life from a dove

I'm fading, giving up my hope

Relax, my time has come

Remember though when you are judged

He will know what you've done

"you know what you have done..................beacause its only you and me knows what you have done
there will be a day..yes one single day all I need
and I promise that day I will take away all your greed"

"like being in love , to feel, for the first time"

"we're both looking for something we've been afraid to find."
For once in my life,I'm scared to death.

may be I'm wrong,I'm feeling right.

like being in love, to feel, for the first time.

Tear drops splatter on my favourite guitar,As i sit here

dreamin,wondering,how you are.

your voice is the melody of my favorite song:

the lyrics help to guide through what is right and wrong.

we're riding phone lines,just to see what we can find.

wondering if my head is right;

you're the image that comes to mind

Past mistakes just melt away;

the heartbreak isn't spoken-

No one dwells on times when we were lost or broken.

So release all inhibitions;

let's just free our minds;

"we're both looking for something we've been afraid to find."

It took us too long to realize that what held was true.

How could it be anything else?

All I can see is you

Sure, there may be distances-but we're not that far apart.

May be just in miles,but never in our hearts.

So lets take a plunge and we'll hold our breath.

I'm not afraid to admit that I'm scared half to death.

But i know I'll have you to hold my hand through it all,

and i know that you would catch me,if I began to fall.

So jump in here we go, as I'm holding my breath,

For once in my life,I'm scared to death.

"you tell me mthat I'm on your mind-

well you're that's all in my head,

I smile with all the memories;

I laugh at the jokes you said.

your kisses felt like thunder,I got lightning in my veins,

Cure to all my pain.

Never have I known something can be so right.

I would never you up without putting up a fight.

Some tell me I am crazy,they don't know how I feel.

while the rest if the world is fake,you are the who's real.

So just stay here, with me and let us save tonight.

may be I'm wrong,I'm feeling right.

So we'll ride these phone lines, hoping for that day,

The day when we can finally do what we always say

And i know that soon, it'll finally be our time.

So keep me in your heart cause I could never let you go.

i just keep telling you that , make sure you know

Its amazing how i feel, i hope that you dont mind.

"like being in love , to feel, for the first time"

Who are we

Great Times of Depression
Changing to ones of great Succession
Learning from our mistakes
Knowing that there is no retakes

Our Adolescent Misbehavior
To questioning our savior
From our birth to our death
All in a quick breathe

This is Life

The feeling of great desire
The fuel for your inner fireT
he emptiness inside
When emotions collide

Dropping everything for a single cause
Knowing they’re the one without a pause
Being there for those you need
Watching the caged become freed

This is Love

Seeing your partner leave
For another person on Christmas Eve
Feeling the stress increase
As we cry for the deceased

The nervousness and fear
When our friends are scared
Being surprised at an occasion
And laughing at our humiliation

This is emotion

Being able to fly
And never fearing to die
Not knowing our fear
With eyes dry from lack of tears

Never knowing any pain
Just the sweetness of a sugar cane
Leaving home without a care
Just to do what you would never dare

This is Dreaming

Living your life obeying the law
While criminals make cities turn raw
Always holding your hopes up high
When deep down you want to break down and cry

Questioning everything we do
To what scientists really try and prove
Knowing only what we’re told
Wondering why the world is so cold

This is Reality

Spending our lives looking for
What’s behind that hidden door
The meaning of lifeCovered by strife

You wonder about it every night
Just for it you put up your fight
It’s covered with all sorts of lies
And those who realize always die

This is Truth

Sharing all you know
To trusting a foeLending out your soul
Just to reach your goal
Going through hell to leave
To do what you believe
Having hope for oneself
And trusting yourself

This is Faith

What this is, is a great composition
Of what makes up our disposition
We feel what we do
And question what we once knew
We give our tears to our pain
Only to have it washed away in the rain
We are taught to question
Then punished for the answer we mention

We are told to believe
Even when we see the world indulging in greed
We watch time go byWe are born to die

This is who we are

If I died would you care?
I mean, what if I was no longer there?

Would the world suddenly end?
Would you mourn me my friend?

Would you feel such deep sorrow,
That you'd care not of tomorrow?

Would you somehow honour me?
Could that set your conscience free?

Would people I hardly knew suddenly claim to have been my close friend?
Would they pledge their assistance to the cold, and bitter end?

Could you survive without me?
Move on and just be?

How many people would attend my funeral service?
Would the chapel be full and the eulogizer nervous?

Who would deliver that eulogy?
Would they say wonderful things about me?

As my corpse lay at the front of the hall
Would some be planning their afternoon at the mall?

What would become of my family?
All those who have grown to rely upon me.

Would the show of support be overwhelming at first?
But slowly diminish once they get through the worst?

I would be gone, simply not here.
They'd be alone to fight through the heartache and fear.

So what if I died right here on the spot?
Trying to finish a poem but this was as far as I got.

Would I be able to write the rest in my head?
Or would I just be gone, cold, and simply put, dead.

The world would continue along without me
Others now being where I used to be.

At first my presence would still seem so strong
But then slowly diminish as they all move along

Of course they'd talk and say, "Remember him?"
But over time these occurrences would grow increasingly slim.

Simply forgotten as time wastes away
My existence more vanished with each passing day

The more that I ask, the better I see
This question is not for you, it's more just for me.

So I'll rephrase and make it concise
No sugar coating to make it sound nice

If I died, why should I care?
It would simply just mean that I'm no longer there.

retrospection

Locked, Into deep retrospectionHind sight blinding, Interjection,Of my life,

My future waiting, of My soul,
My heart still waning.Tossed about,

Mind like stoneEvery thought thun’k, thun’k alone.
Unrequited, Dear hopes and dreams,
Since childhood, locked, Blocked byScreens.

Tasteless, frivolous, batteredReflection,
Still interrupted by livid transgression.

Captured, Mist of disarray,
Every thought pondered, caught today.
Limited by my own minds wallsSkewed by my own voices calls.

Simmering moon,
Twinkling stars,
Blood caught behind blinding bars.

Autumn moon,
In all her Glory,
Watch me over;
tell my story.Sitting here, View aghast,
asInterjection, transgress my past.

A Date With Death
Inside the old church,
You lit a smoke and sipped your flask.
"Have You Ever Died?"
With dead-serious eyes, you asked,
With a little laugh
To make it like you were joking.
Yeah, you were breath-taking;
You left me Gasping and Choking.

This cemetery Gets a little warmer at night.
You, me, and bottles Of Bourbon and Formaldehyde;
The mix was toxic.
You were Blurry,I was Confused
And drunk on all the lies
You tried to make sound like the truth.

We're in a Sandbox.
You're giving off Good Vibrations,
The kind that rock worlds,
Tear through schools and police stations,
and fire houses, Hospitals and the happy homes
Of neutered house-trained dogs
With backyards full of buried bones.

On a Date with Death,
And I've never felt so alive.
Her crooked smile
Makes my heart burn up my insides.
he is hot as Hell,
With horns and a lovely forked tongue
he's a devil, And he's as Evil as they come

On a Date with Death,
Painting the town blood-red for laughs.
"Have You Ever Died?"
he knew the truth before i asked

She wants to be loved
She wants to be cared for
She wants a friend
who wont judge her

She wants to be pretty
She wants to be smart
She wants a boy
who would love and respect her
for who she is

She was so strong yet sensitive
She was so perfect yet flawed
She was so happy yet sad
She laughed yet
she cried inside
She had friends yet she was alone

its raining today
feel like going for a walk
want to feel the rain touching me and her
the cold breeze,the falling leaves
we hold our hands and start walking
the water running down and getting collected between our fingers
giving birth to a new one
wet clothes becoming our skin and the warm breath of ours
i look into her eyes and she gaze deep into mine
she moves her hand on my face
her tender fingers,squezzing my lips
my tongue slurping the rain water from her fingers.
I ask do you know what i beleive?????????
she gives me an innocent look and say no....
I say babes you are my EVE
she wraps herself around me and now there is nothing in between
the lights are turning into nights
its pitch dark and both are feeling each other
and all of a sudden there is a thunder strike
our eyes meet and what i see is the wilderness in her eyes
and the mouth wide open, hands pulling me closer to herself
she's tryingg to take me in
her hands careses my skin and chiver run down my spine
feel like sitting on a electric chair
going to be dead but the moment feel like
living in more than thousands years
she hold my hand and dragged me inside
our heaven,our house and then the
drapes fall and with its our covers
there she is in front of me or I am in front of her
she is like a warrior princess athena
with sensuality like venus
she comes close to me
pouring herself on me
I hold her,brace her back
she started gasping for breath
i lay her down,exerting my preasure on her
and feel the feature on my fingers
i embrace her beauty
she pulls me closer with her arms and
I lean over her and she supports me with her love
now she rocks back and forth.
she slows down,her hands getting burried inside my flesh