Seduction................"hope the one will be always in mood.............and hope that i dont have to wait for too long.....but yes i can wait"

Rain falls in sheets
from the dark gray clouds
leaden with moisture
ready to fall to the groaned.

The wind is howling
as it pushes the rain
toward a small house.
Full of sweet love.

Lightning flashes outside.
Lighting up the dark room
but the two lovers don't notice.
There to wrapped up in each other.

He kisses her gently
wrapping his arms around her.
Gradually taking the kiss deeper
as he runs his hand down her body.

The explore each others bodies
slowly, gently so that
flashes of sensations
temporally block all else out.

The atmosphere is electric.
You could feel it everywhere
and the air has grown thick
with love and passion.

While the storm rages on
just out side there window.
One just as strong screams
to be set free to grow.

Why should i stay?

Why should I stay alive when there is nothing to live for? Why should I breathe when there is no air to breathe? Why should I cry? Why should I laugh? Why should I forgive? Why should I forgive when no-one deserves it? I sit in my room thinking, dreaming, wanting to know why should I stay alive. Finding the meaning why. Every-time I here your voice, every time I feel your touch my body shivers with Chiles. it was you who made my life miserable. It was you who made me forget myself, my childhood. Who made me lose my life. I could never become something or someone special. I could never be strong enough to face up to myself; I wish I could be strong enough to face my fear, the fear of standing up to you. The fear of wanting to feel life. The fear of loving you. why should I stay alive when there is nothing to live for? Why should I breath when there is no air? Why should I cry? All these questions lead to you. should I live? Do you have the courage to look me into the eyes and tell me the truth? My love if you can, then why dont you?

This is only the beggining

We walk around trying to figure out why we're here.What's our purpose on this Earth?But why?We make fun of people.But why?Is it because their less fortunate than us.Or maybe we think we're just so much better than them.Or is there some level of greatness that they can't live up to.But why?There's so much anger is this world.But why?We walk around wishing we could change the past.But why?You caused it in the first place.If it wasn't for your stupid actions then it never would've happened.But maybe I'm wrong.I don't know.Besides I'm just one person.I can't do anything.I ain't nobody.But I just want to know.I just want to understand.I want to make everything better.How can you stand it?Oh well,I guess I'll never know...

without you

I don't want to fight when things go wrong I don't want to feel I don't belong Just wrap me in your arms, tight embrace Gently wipe the tears from my face When we fight Like we did last night It puts things into view I don't want to live without you Gently brush your lips against mine Make me leave the past behind Take my hand inside your hand And help me to understand I don't want to fight when things go wrong I don't want to feel I don't belong Just wrap me in your arms, tight embrace Gently wipe the tears from my face I would rather the heavens take me Than for you to forsake me Blowing my smoke to the clear blue sky I would pray the Lord let me die We have been together for so long That without you I could not go on I love you more now than I did then And if I had to I would do it all again I don't want to fight when things go wrong I don't want to feel I don't belong Just wrap me in your arms, tight embrace Gently wipe the tears from my face

Prisoner of my own love

I'm a prisoner of war. Prisoner of my own love. To my heart I swore. I have an angel watching above. Whispering within the air, Where I thought I heard no sound. To this day I swear, By white wings I was found. The eyes they had stole, Tell me I am wrong. I feel angels touch my soul, "Don't worry, it wont be long." This heart had collided, Into a concrete wall. No battle is ever one sided. These angels wont let me fall. I thought the world was empty. That no angels lived in this place. Suddenly they showed me, When I looked up at your face. I'm a prisoner of war. Prisoner of my own love. To my heart I swore. I have an angel watching above.

straight from my heart

I once heard a story straight from the heart
About a girl and how her world began to fall apart
It all started when she met the boy that made her life complete
Just thinking of him made her heart skip a beat
They were the couple everyone wanted to be
There were no imperfections as either one could see
As the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less aware
Of how often life turns out to be unfair
Until one day she finally gave in
She realized there was no way she could win
She said I'm sorry but i have to let you go
As he reached for her hand she pulled away whispering no
When she turned around a tear slid down her cheek
He just stood there speechless, forgetting how to speak
The next few days were the hardest at home
She truly felt she was all alone
Her mom pushed in her face how she had won
Her dad said "i knew he was just another one"
Her sister said "come on you'll be ok"
And her brother just tried to stay away
At school it was like her friends weren't even there
None of them seemed to really care
Her life had no more color, just black and white
Even getting out of bed turned into a fight
Despite their tries things just weren't like before
Then he decided "i don't wanna try anymore"
At that she tried to cut him out
But the more she ignored him the more her feelings began to shout
When she saw him that day she could no longer just walk by
And before she knew it her mouth opened up and out came "hi"
He looked up and said "so now we're talking?"
She just smiled and join his walking
Everyday they talked a little more
And everyday she began to like him a little less then before
As the months passed by she became more and more aware
About how its ok life's unfair
Because eventually everything becomes your past
But your memories will always last
And with that i hope you see
Not all love is meant to be
But hold on and don't give in
Stand tall, hold up your chin
And believe me when i say
The right one will come one day
He'll open your eyes to things you couldn't ever see
I know this because..this is a story all about me...

nightmares

Running down a dark alley
At the End there will be Light
Doesn't someone see me?
Does no one know of this Fight?
Nightmares...

Jumping of the highest mountain
Feeling the energy surround me
Energy of a red fountain
Death everywhere I can see
Nightmares...

My soul and body ripped apart
My thoughts going there own way
A dangerous piece of art
Somebody please take me away
Nightmares...

Locked up in a room without Light
Screaming without sound
Seeing without sight
The exit will never be found
Nightmares...

Waking up, screaming
In front of the face of my fears
Telling me I wasn't dreaming
My last scream which no one hears
Nightmares...

I am guilty

I need to be held, held like you mean it
I long for the embrace
The embrace of your loving arms around me
I need to feel you holding me

Kiss me
I need to be kissed, gently and teasingly
I want to feel your lips touching my skin
Look into my eyes and kiss me

I need to be touched; I need to be taken
Touch me, Gently caress me
Take me; I belong to you
My body longs for your touch

Does this come across as selfish?
Do you think I am being greedy?
If wanting more of your love is a sin
Then I am guilty

But this is not just for me
All that I wish for
I want to offer in return
Nothing to hide; nothing to fear

I am looking for your desire
Do you desire me?
I am longing for fulfillment
Will you make me content?
I am growing desperate
Will you rescue me?