Paradoxical Heaven

This time leaving you was different, something has happened which my current state of my mind is unable to comprehend. There is a void which has been created however its existence comes to life in very rare painful occasions. The increase in level of detachment and the diffusion of memories and forgetting is making my mind a paradoxical heaven.

For Immediate Release

The most anticipated moments of human civilization is here
The empanelment of our Dear God with the one and only savior of our Lucifer

Earth 2009: World most powerful enterprise “God” is thrilled to announce a joint venture with Lucifer the most sinful conglomerate of the world in the rapidly growing human civilization to unveil all possible to discover all the secrets of the annihilation of the world. This new co venture will engross different strategy to smoothen the process of extinction of the world and most importantly it will focus on rectifying the mistake they made by creating the most unnatural thing in this world – Human.

This strategic involvement will focus on providing cutting edge painful methods to the cautious spectators and will deliberately concentrate on constant experimentation to come up with new faces of PAIN. God will bring in his significant expertise in getting people together where on the other hand Lucifer will be mesmerizing people with his most sinful temptations and leading them to the place called Hell in literal sense.

Speaking on the Occasion GOD said ” We at heaven are extremely excited on this association with Lucifer and are sure it’s going to be a brilliant viewing experience to all the living creatures in this world, heaven and Hell. Lucifer is exceptionally talented slayer and I am sure he is going to hit the bull’s eye and every part of human body and civilization with our association. When a know all (GOD) and a critically acclaimed slayer come together --- one can only expect betray.”

God and Lucifer have shared a long and an indispensable relationship but due to professional constraints the two giants are locking there horns. Both of them have been a part of this Universe from day one however for the first time they are coming together professionally for one only cause ---- cutting every edge.

Commenting on this development Lucifer CEO HELL” It’s indeed a noble gesture of GOD to partner us in such an exciting venture. At hell we believe in bringing in extreme pain and sorrows to the world and I am proud to inform we have kept it to our reputation. All I can promise is that now all the hell will break loose and everything human can expect from this is helter skelter around in and around them.”
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For Further Details please contact your GOD or Lucifer

Tragedy

“That I may not tell you;
And what you ask
You may never know.”


Yesterday I heard this, would you believe it? I am searching for a topic which is not merely pure but which should be eternal. Nothing has preoccupied me more profoundly than the problem of decadence. I had reasons which I share with only myself. I have developed a keen eye for the symptoms of decline and I give equal assurance that this is not only nihilistically magnificent but it also aims to bring me the contemplation of tragedy.
As for the intricate relationship of misery and me, nothing can be explained while everything may be confused. One pays heavily for being one of “G**” disciple. I have been exposed to his infection for a long time. In the beginning its effect is relatively innocent, while the power of deceitfulness slowly merges in.


My writing is open to a misunderstanding however I promise you, on certain faces the line of gratitude will definitely appear.

Übermensch

I have never allowed him to win; at present every kind of emotions stands with sad and discouraged expression—IF, indeed, it stands at all! The double personality is showcasing the exuberant power of madness however to speak seriously, there are times when good grounds fails hoping that madness will not empower itself with the carnal instinct of mine. The combination of active and passive nihilism is giving impetus to my extinguishing soul. The Übermensch in me has again understood WHAT has actually sufficed for the basis of such imposing and absolute philosophical edifices laid by Nietzsche. I don’t know there is something so psychedelic and enigmatic in him that pulls me towards him. Its been few days he is back into my head, I have taken the weapon(music) of my choice for my nihiilism, active or passive that I am not able to decide but yes nihilism in no doubt. I in this façade what we called life is always been a pendulum which is being altering itself between the good and the bad infact the value of my life lies in this and let me not be grateful to it. Although I must confess I am grateful to one more being (Mermaid) in this world, who have triggered me and always been helpful to make my unregretful decisions of life. She had always let the pure spirit in me alive. The will to truth is always been a perception to me as truth itself originate from its opposite and I had always believed I originate from the opposite. The fundamental conditions of life have overall a different perspective and the very perspective stands tall for the inversion of truth and the denial of life. This produces a magnificent tension to the soul and Nietzsche spoke

"I teach you the overman. Man is something that shall be overcome. What have you done to overcome him? All beings so far have created something beyond themselves; and do you want to be the ebb of this great flood and even go back to the beasts rather than overcome man? What is the ape to man?
A laughingstock or a painful embarrassment. And man shall be just that for the overman: a laughingstock or a painful embarrassment..."

Nietzsche Thus spoke Zarathustra


And good Nietzsche spoke

Rebel

I say thank you to myself, to my Rebel not to live in an inconceivable façade. Beyond imagination, that is the countenance of God. Thanks to the rebel inside me for not letting the despair breached inside, thanks for the inquisitiveness that never comprehend. What human minds cannot contain. To look upon God’s glory would drive a mortal man insane. Its only human arrogance, which would lead a person to believe and try to put a face which even prophet cannot perceive. Just wanted to let you know how special inside you make me feel. You are always there when fearfully I attempt to flee, you are always there I am only me. When I slumber you did not close your eyes, you are my fanciful illusion a soul that lived beyond the sleep, you are the musician with the melody of his scars. Your song is heard on mountains high, by angels, fallen from the sky. I didn't have to wonder long, before I was drawn toward a light.The brightest light I'd ever seen. It was a strangely familiar sight. I see you my rebel, alone you greet eternity. Into the emptiness you fade, where we will share the destiny. Of all of ours fellow renegades

Thank You Rebel

To Misery....My Love

I Casually made acquaintance with misery.

I found it impossible to comprehend it either morally or philosophically.

It has just remained as a profound meloncholy.

In the moments of exictement the life grews bright to a degree almost inconceivable.

These pecularities of life has only caused me much annoyance.

Life has continually applauding on his half explanatory strain,

which when I first heard it,impressed me very painfully.

I soon however grew accustomed to it and my uneasiness slowly become pleasure for me.

It seemed to be it is design rather to insinuate than directlyto assert that.

My imagination is singularly vigorous and creative.

Nowdays my life seems to me like a forsaken world , empty and bare.

All belief which adds poetry to my life is now disappearing.

The Night

I am passionately fond of the night. I love it, in the same way that men love their country or their mistress. I love it with everyone of my senses. In nights I feel myself in the depths of my innermost being , in those depths where we hide the painful secrets , the shameful secrets. I am going to tell you about it , exactly what happenes , without attempting to explain , I can't explain it , unless I happened to be mad. So often one come across people for whom the destruction of life is a physical pleasure. Create and destroy !! These two words sum up the history of every universe. The desire to create and the urge to destroy , intoxicate me like wine . The night noticed this , looked at me , then rushed up and flungs her arms around me and takes me to the state of ecstasy.