I am the forgotten One

I am the forgotten one

the guy who went missing

the one no one came looking for....

Dear Diary,
Sitting now I wonder

wonder why no one cared

cared enough to see the sadness

sadness scarring my eyes

eyes reflecting horror

horror from a past

past forgotten

forgotten....just like me.

I couldn't forget...though, I tried

tried so very hard to move

move on with my life

life filled with friends

friends false..false like my smiles

smiles masking pain

pain. Love missing

missing....just like me.

I could no longer bare

bare the loneliness

loneliness within. Soul empty

empty grey days

days filled with sad memories

memories from a past

past best forgotten

forgotten....just like me.

To seek and found a reason to be,

to hunt like a hound, your destiny to see.

My only love, once found, now lost,

for my cowardice, that was the cost.

Inside my heart, to pieces, I am shattered,

all those pieces, in darkness, now scattered.

To seek end in the dark,

it is my destiny,

to weep alone in the dark,

it is my destiny,

to die all alone without your love,

it is my destiny.